Running out of clothes

Back in 2009 when this story started at size 22, as I lost my weight, I was able to “shop” in our spare bedroom going through all the clothes that no longer fit me as I gained weight over the years. In 2001, I was a size 14. As I gained, I put my clothes away for the day I lost weight.

Needless to say, I had a lot to choose from as I lost weight. I was able to get into a size 12 by 2010, but over the next 5 years, I hovered in the size 14 range. I always knew when my pants got too tight, it was time for action.
Fast forward to my surgery date, I was pretty must well into size 16 before my surgery, and even that stuff was tight. So on my way down, I had the bulk of my wardrobe to choose from in the 14 range.

I am 106 days out from my surgery and pretty much everything from size 14 has been bagged and donated, my size 12 stuff is too big and that leaves me with 3 pairs of pants. I am so reluctant to spend any money on clothes because I seem to be going down a size every month. So…if you see me walking around in baggy clothes, you will know why.

I discovered a consignment shop in Woodland where I think I will shop every now and then to get a few things to tide me over. It’s a lot to wrap my head around. I get to shop in the front of the store where the small and medium stuff is instead of all the way in the back where the big girl clothes are. Seriously, it’s a crazy mental game and it’s tough. Again, no one can tell me I took the easy way out.

2 thoughts on “Running out of clothes

  1. A Silent Spectator October 20, 2016 / 4:41 am

    Miss,
    Remember this .. what you think about all the times , your mind will go towards it – either positively or negatively
    Example
    I had problem of white heads on my nose for quite some time and it always bothered me
    I tried removing them time and again
    But they would always come back
    One day, I began by completely ignoring my nose
    Days passed into weeks and months and years(3 years precisely) and today the whiteheads have almost disappeared …
    Remember, body heals itself when it realises that it will not longer be pampered
    Just be free in your mind and stop thinking about weight problems
    And I am sure, you will see the change too
    😊

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  2. Marilyn October 20, 2016 / 4:52 am

    Interesting analogy. This is all about positivity. But if I don’t “think about my weight problems” I would be thinking about funeral expenses. My body was not healing itself. It was decaying. I made a choice to make this change and am finally approaching a healthy state. Thanks for your comment!

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